I can feel my right eye becoming more and more painful and swollen. I don't want to go blind.... If I go blind.... I can't see so many wonderful things in the world anymore... I feel like crying already..... :(
I have a freaking eye infection. Like a whole white disgusting bump on the INSIDE of my eyelid. Karma. Cos I flared my nostril and mocked at the last question in the stupid quiz below. Painpainpain!
The Past 24 Hours 1. Talk to a cute boy/girl? - Yeah.. I thinkI talked to myself...
3. Talked to an ex? - Yuppppp
4. Miss someone? - Wait, where's number 2? Ya I Miss Lin. HAHAHAHA omg.... Of course I do miss someone!
-Last Person Who- 5. Laid in bed with you? - bu neng shuo de mi mi!
6. Last person made you cry? - NTU is not a person.. But it made me cry
7. Went to the movies with ? - siweeeeeeeeeeeeee
8. Went to the mall with? - Movie theatres mostly in malls right?
10. Made you laugh? - shude HAHAHAHA "that website good right?" "yeah and no soft porn in it!"
11. Said they love you? - saranghaeyoooooooooooo :D zicaizicai!
18. What are you most scared of? - pardon me i flared my nostrils. erm. malu-ating myself in public LOL
21. Does anyone like you? - does anyone dont like me? =x of course right. if noone likes you, you should bang the wall like totally!
22. Do you like being around people? - most of the time yes, when im emo no.
23. Have you cried recently? - plis to look at question 6.
24. Are you lonely right now? - are you lonesomeeee tonighttttttt? do you miss me tonighttttt?
25.Song stuck in your head? - look above hahaha
26. Have you been on radio/tv/mag? - TV HAHAHA YES. DAMN IT. SO MALU
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap? - like is an understatement.. lets not talk about it :)
29. What time is it now? - ten fourty four pee am
32. How much cash do you have on you right now? - 34 I think...
33. Whats your favorite food? - Good food = Favourite food!
35. Who got you to join Myspace? - sorry no space.
36. Can you lay in your bed all day? - WHY NOT?!
37. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up? - hahaha nono not now, i dont want to kuatiogui.
38. What web site do you visit the most? - Friendster, Facebook, tPF, perezhilton.com, TMZ, and blogs
39. Do you have any plants in your room? - I got a cactus from the NUS open house.
41. Who was the last person to talk to you? - am talking to shude bout NDS gamesssss
-21 SECRETS- 1. What is your display name about? - rachie <3s. means rachieloves la. whatelse?!
2. WHERE WAS YOU DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN? - in my room in front of my mirror.
4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN? - of course, everyone needs a listening ear!
6. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION? - alot alot :D
7. HOW ARE THINGS GOING IN YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP? - very good, i dont think my supply of zicai will end anytime soon :D
8. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?? - maybe..... maybe...... or maybe not.
13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE? - huge....... and in alot of places haha
14. What's the first thing you notice about your opposite sex? - i dunno leh, if the person attracts me, i will notice the person. or unless the person is fugly until catch my attention
15. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS? - peppermint mocha
16. Do u still watch kiddy movies or t.v shows? - oohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh who lives in a pineapple under the sea? and TOTALLY SPIES!!
17. DO YOU HAVE BRACES? - used tooooooo
19. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE? - alien lang? chinese is pretty alien to me right now.
21. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? - flares nostrils again. nothing hurts?????????
Ferragamo Varina Patent Pumps. Dee-lish! Top on my list right now! Miumiu Bow Satchel also vehhhhhh dee-lish!
So fast weekends over already. *Snorts. Am looking forward to Wednesday to party up like a rockstar Lindsay Lohan.
I need some big shades for some anonymousity (is that how you spell it?) Don't ask me why, I feel like hiding behind shades from the world. The River Island one I saw some weeks ago is gone =( Nevermind, wait till I go for my world tour, better ones await me!
Lotsa packing to do tomorrow! Moving house, and I don't know how my new house looks like. I wanna go to IKEA to get myself a rack for my bags to sit proudly on. Eh, I know its boring to read about my bags. Can't help it, love my bags manymany :D
Tan Wan Lin! Here's wishing you a happy happy 19th birthday! Into our 7th year of friendship! I actually stuck my fingers out and counted know!
How much closer can we get hurhur. Totally look like a lesbian couple already. Love ya!
Interviewer: So what have you done to show that you are interested in business?
Me: Oh, other than trying to find a job in banks related industries, I pretty much have not done anything. (Somehow I just can't lie)
Interviewer: So you haven't been reading articles, so you are waiting to get into business school to be spoon fed information?
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Interviewer: So, you appear to be confident and articulate. Why don't you want to go to SMU instead because maybe it suits you better?
Me: ..................... Although yes, I may seem articulate, but its rather impossible for me to be like this everyday, sometimes when you aren't feeling in the best of moods you might not want to get engaged in intense discussions everyday, right?
Interviewer: So you think you can sit back and relax in NTU?
Me: ..... Of course not! Blablabla
Can speak well also shoot. -_- Pangsai la. Interviewer both females, I cannot dian also. Jialat, no chance already. Gah! Must have a spread tonight. Gorge myself silly.
Interview later. Just pray my brains will be working, and that I don't get lost. And that NTU doesn't overlook my application again.
Sis just sent an e-mail.
Ok, so I've done the preliminary research. Airtickets from NY to Orlando are 190 per pax, so x 5 = US$950.As for hotel + Disneyworld tickets, we have two options:
1) Go for the discounted Disneyworld package (from a licensed reputable disneyworld travel agent which offers discounts), stay in a family suite in one of the Disneyworld hotels itself, with 4-days park hopper tickets. There are four different parks in Disneyworld, and the park hopper tickets allow us to go to all the different parks in one day. Non-hopping tickets are cheaper, but means that you can only go to one park once. Total price is $2526, tax included.
2) Buy discounted Disneyworld tickets from another licensed disneyworld ticket agent, for $264 per adult (4 of us) and $229 for jamie. These are also 4-days park hopper tickets. Book a nearby hotel separately (less than 1 mile away from Disneyworld; hotel provides free shuttle service) in a 1 bedroom suite that can accommodate all of us (2 queen beds + 1 sofabed) for $140 a night. Total price will be $1925 plus tax, so it will be a little over $2k.
*snorts. That price, I can probably buy a 2.55 But Disneyworld would mean, that I have visited all the disneyworld/lands :D And you know I'm a sucker for disney stuff ahhaha especially disney princess!
And and and! Those 旋转木马!Gallop along with Cinderella and her Prince Charming as you take a spin in the shadow of Cinderella Castle. This nostalgic kid-friendly attraction is inspired by the Disney classic "Cinderella." It's a trip toward your happily ever after. -From the Disneyworld webbie. Walao, what Prince Charming. Jamie, be my prince charming ok?? =x KID FRIENDLY. Jialat, GROW UP RACHIE.
SIS! We can pass of as children la! Their children = 17 years old and below! We can what, we both 17 this year right? Hahahahaha omg I'm damn zi high.
Ogay I shall go have my lunch and continue researching for prices. Bargain hunter #1 =x
Rachie can't wait for Momosa to come home, rachie can't wait to see all the girliegirls again. Rachie can't wait for go for her world tour, rachie can't wait to come back from her world tour (haven't go already wanna come back -_-) Rachie can't wait to quit her job, rachie can't wait for the weekends. Rachie can't wait, but rachie has to wait!
*snorts
AND, Modissa Mok, Tan Yuyang, whoever else, you all won't be school-less. :) Loveya!
Thousand and One things to say, but nothing seems to be coming out. Dunno how my interview will go this friday. So tired. I miss those days where I stay at home and do nothing and bake cookies and stuffs. Those days are coming back soon. 30April!!
Only blueeee, only blueeee. /4/21/2008 07:00:00 PM
我的心 我的心 蓝蓝的
If only I have a mic with me now.
Well, today is a horrid one. Firstly, didn't really wake up on the right side of the bed, just felt moody in the morning. Monday blues you see.. Then this taxpayer had to make me so uptight and scared and I broke down after he shouted at me. I never knew I would cry cos of such ridiculous stuff. Whatever, I'm fine now.
And to make things worse, just when i dried my tears and forced a smile on my face, NTU called. Asking me to go down for business interview. So, rejected by double degree after all those who didn't make it got their rejection call loooong time ago. Just had to crash my world by overlooking my application and calling me only now, when you are about to send letter of acceptance to students. So does that mean even if I do go down for interview on Friday, my chances are much slimmer than those who went for interview before me?
So even after mugging hard, getting consistent results for 2 years, getting a leadership post in jc, doing lots of CIP, joining a damn fab cca, getting pretty awezum A level results, I STILL GET REJECTED BY THE SCHOOL I WANT TO GO TO. The reason why I worked so hard, why I joined HC, why I struggled to go for SYF, is cos I wanted to build up my portfolio and show I can not only study, so I won't cry just cos I can't go to the school I want to go to, like what happened during O's.
But still it happened. Somehow everything just seemed wrong. Worse still, my wugui was outfield and couldn't talk to me.
Heck it, as if my world will really come crashing down. Even if it does, I can build it back up again. What I can only do is to nail that interview, and work even harder. Because I know I'm not lousy. Because I know I can do it. Well, the only consolation is that, I do have a confirmed place at SMU already, I don't have to fear that I will be school-less.
Life's still good, well maybe thats because I have some super ability to get over stuff quickly, and pick myself up hours after I fall, and smile in 5 minutes after crying or being angry, and cos I don't remember how upset/angry I get. Maybe its cos i DO have STM.
Eh, life just got better, I found out, SMU Biz can finish in 3 years if you work really hard, and I still can get a double degree if I'm awezum after the first year. And, and, and, SO COOL THEY HAVE A MODULE ON MANAGEMENT OF PEOPLE AT WORK. ISNT THAT LIKE, OFFICE POLITICS?
What a long post this is. I'm in the karaoke mood again.
Am probably gonna sleep early tonight, cos I am very very very very tired!
Went to Butter Factory yesterday and had quite a good time thanks to the good company. :D Reached home at 5 am plonked myself onto my bed. Had to dragggg myself up to wash my face and take off my contacts hahaha! Slept for about, 3.5 hours. Then woke up to talk to wugui online before going out!
Met Canphylia to take my camera back cos I left it with her and didn't take it back ahahaha. Super nice girl! And met the wugui for katong laksa! Yumsyumssssssss! Bumped into my cousin in law, went to borders to buy gossipgirl, and went to look at the macbook air! And also bumped into Jazreel :D:D
Went home to do some online shopping which is now on hold cos we dunno whether to ship it to sis' place or right back here. Then watched Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi! For the 20743 time! Was really lazy so we ordered pastamania delivery and watch and eat at the same time! Then we realised, its time to book in. AGAIN.
And the thing is, he had to cut his hair but still didn't cut his hair hahaha! Rushed to psr to find all the hairdressers/barbers closed, other than one. Who really dunno whats the difference between 4by1 whatever that is and, what wugui's hair became, who looks like a recruit once again HAHAHAHA. Its just hair la, hair grows fast! :D
I'm just bored at home! Oh wells.. Sis e-mailed me the itinery for our world tour trip! Most probably leaving on 30May. Hahaha.. I think we should just scrape Florida off our plan.. I wanna spend more time in Florence checking out ______________. Lol!
SUNDAY IS SOON! ^^
And I'm really rotting to bits already. Shall sleep to past time, and stop thinking about ______.
And if you are wondering, yes, I miss cloze passages.
I haven't buy new gossip girl books yet =( And I havent been having enough sleep these few days.. So I'm very cranky! And not to mention the long queue of taxpayers. (And the ridiculous stuff they say)
Chiong home after work! Slepttttttttttttttttt and almost didn't want to wake up for dinner, but temptation of wagyu beef is irresistable.
OH! Achievement #1!! I wore specs to work today!! Hahahaha shocked everyone! Felt like a geek at times though lollol. But I was really damn stoned in the morning.. I woke up, and sat on my bed in a daze, until I realised I was damn late hahahahahaha! Well, its just one of THOSE days, I feel like being ugly and plain. I think every friday is my look ugly and bochap day..
Tomorrow work againnnnnnnnn.. Half day only, but still......... -_- But after thats its ZHAI NU DAY! Stay at home and rot! My favourite pasttime now, enjoyable and FREE.
Mummy screamed for me all the way from the first floor.. SHELL!! SHELL!! SHELL!!!!!!! I thought what, the house on fire or something.
She ran up and asked me if I'm sleeping, of course not mummy dearest, I'm not so lazy.. Then she handed me a letter. "OPEN IT OPEN IT WHAT IS THIS WHAT IS THIS? SMU LEH! CONGRATULATIONS!! (points to the word congratulations on the envelope) OPEN IT QUICK QUICK"
Me: Aiyo mummy, so kan chiong for what. Letter only Mummy: But from SMU leh! Open la!! Me: Okokok relax.
So in the window envelope I saw my name, application number, address. So I kinda know what its about la har.
Dear LIN WEIXUAN
Congratulations! We are delighted to offer you admission into SMU's Bachelor of Business Management programme at our Lee Kong Chian School of Business (LKCSB) for the Academic Year 2008-09.
Competition for places at SMU gets more intensive each year, and only one in eight applicants gets selected. You should be proud of your achievement!
And the rest is promoting their school blahblahblah.
Mummy: How how? Me: Accept me lor.. But its Sch Of Business only. Mummy: Huh? No double degree ah? How come? Me: I dunno.. I'll check it up, maybe they don't offer it now? Aiya nvm la. Mummy: Ok.... And your room is very messy. Like a pigsty. Clean it up can?
But then I read, and read it over and over again. Thats it....? No double degree? No scholarship? But attatched in the letter was info about scholarship and a small paragraph bout double degree. So I really don't know whats happening. Oh, theres this sentence about SMU's scholarship being merit-based and need-based. Thanks ah, like this, I think I must be a poor freak to get a scholarship. Shouldnt have declared the real family income :( No car fund!! Ok la, wasn't surprised.. I know of people who would kill for this letter (with their name on it thats it), I'm not complaining... I wonder what my boy would get.
And, the letter is dated 14 April 2008. The day I paid for my application! Gian Peng. Must wait until I pay then confirm me a place.
[Edits] Daddy came home with loads of chocolate =x AND! My Giorgio Armani Luminous Silk Foundation!! :D:D:D Wouldn't mind a Dior eyeliner! And my NARS highlighter!
And I need to BA MEI MAO. OH! TV SHOW STARTED! CYA! [Edits]
After a loooong flight! And a looooong wait inside her dust bag and box over at sister's house in NYC. My tangy mam is finally in singapore!
babybabybaby
with flash..
from the side..
the new RM hardware..
one last look at this gorgeous thing..
Yeah! After a looooong month's wait! The soft, buttery leather.. That slouches so lazily, even after stuffings inside! Too bad she ain't going anywhere till I get some leather protector spray, and until my silly comes out from his wugui camp :D
And if you still don't know what bag that is. Its Rebecca Minkoff's Morning After Mini in Tangerine :D I'm using the same bag as Vanessa Hudgens, cool shit! Lindsay Lohan has the Black basketweave *droooools. Chaijun!! Go get one toooooo!!
Damn jialat! Didnt go to work today, cos even if I went, I wont be able to talk. My life now is so boring. Sleep, TV, surf the net, sleep. BUT OMG DADDY IS COMING HOME TOMORROW. My mam!! And big sis is coming home somewhere in may to do her visa. Just the way I dreamt! She's coming home! Ain't I psychic or something?
I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.T DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEAN MAN?
Hahahahaha.. I'm sick again.. I cannot stand it I don't know why I fall sick so often nowadays. I'm gonna quit my job soon anyway :D
Driving test date on 14/07/2008! Maybe I'll get a car as a birthday present =x
Anyway, I am moving house to somewhere in Lucky Heights :( No more convenient mrt nearby.
Yeah.. So on friday, my sunshine booked out quite late, and so by the time we reached Miss Clarity Cafe, kitchen closed already! =( So we bummed around, tried the Milo McFlurry which really doesnt taste of Milo at all, before going over to orchard to meet his army friends to celebrate someone's birthday hahaha.. Sat on one-hell-of-a-ride in someone's car and went to some karaoke pub. Didnt even sing anything!
And we went over to CDC yesterday cos I need to book my test date and lessons.. And we got caught in the damn heavy rain, with all the cabbie hotlines busy.. Finally could get a cab and went over to Miss Clarity Cafe! Good food and good price! I think we drank like, 2 litres of green tea hahahahaha!!
Went around bugis looking for a watch, but someone is just too picky! And went home to do online shopping which failed totally cos we had no time at all, cos he had to bloody book in.
I'm off to watch Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao! Eh, plis tell me what to do with my notes when I move house. Throw? Keep? Hur?
Hello! Sorry for that emo post hahahaha! As I said, what the hell was I thinking. ECK IIT PLIS.
Ogay, work has been tiring lately. I'm getting my shoulderaches and headaches again. Irrits tps coming and yelling and demanding for things that does not exist. Do you know a smile and a thank you can just brighten up someone's day totally?! Can you people learn how to SMILE and talk POLITELY?
Whatever! Thank God Its Friday! But I still have work tomorrow =( Well, I was on my way home today and saw someone carrying the cotton on plastic bag! So I made a detour and went to Cotton On and began picking stuff off the rack like I totally have no clothes to wear. 50% off, how not to attract you? So I blasted 83 bucks there hahahah but thats ok cos I got my pay!!
Fever this morning so didnt go to work haha.. Slept till around 3pm can! Just finished watching episode one of Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao! Hahaha, shall watch another one later. Oh my, its only tuesday.
Sorry for the lack of updates! Haha, was rather busy this weekend!
Well, nothing much during the weekend la, just that someone fell asleep while watching a movie and insisted he's not tired, like who are you kidding?! And, I bought a new dress yesterday! :D Mmhmm! Yupyup, and the weekends are gone and its back to slogging at work.
There was a major power failure today la. No aircon, no nothing. Had to stand outside and welcome taxpayers like prostitutes finding guys. Ok, not so crude, but you get my idea. And even after the aircon came back and the lights came on and stuff, the printers couldnt work, we had to issue manual form. And I still have loads of form I havent despatch yet. Argh. I left work with alot of work undone la. Rushed to city hall to go to SMU to make payment for my application and drop wugui's supporting documents, which I stupidly forgot to attatch the acknowledgement page and had to walk all the way back to submit the acknowledgement page.
Met Sebas for dinner and shopping for hats/caps/beanies. Hahaha! I dragged him to cut botak! Hahahahahaha! My shoulder hurts :(
And Wan Lin came over to my place in the day to drop off my contact lenses. I have colour contacts now! Hahaha, so that means I didn't get to meet one of my favourite girl today. I'm happy for you dearrrrrrrrrrrr :D
I need to call Yuyang first. Today is damn happening though....
Ok, so I fell asleep at 9 last night HOHOHO! And woke up in the middle of the night to read a text, which felt like a dream. I thought it was a dream anyway. And when I woke up in the morning my phone was on the floor and the text was gone!! And I realised I did not bathe, my hairpin was still in my hair. Jialat jialat! Hahaha
And at work today, woah! First came this Thai woman who cannot speak english, and began speaking to me in broken english and abit of hokkien. I can't understand hokkien!! So I struggled and struggled and tried to explain to her in english, broken english, handsigns. And finally bth ask someone to translate for me. Omg, Spent one hour serving that taxpayer. Then when I was about to knock off, came on freaky man, who wanted to collect Form P for someone but only brought the letter of authority but no IC or photocopy of IC. So I said cannot, and he began screaming his head off at me. Scold scold scold. Then the receptionist walk past and help me, which in the end ended up in a verbal fight. And you know when I get agitated, shocked, nervous my eyes will open very big.. I could feel my eyes almost popping out just now la! I was raising my voice already lor, walao! I was so afraid he would hit me or something omg!
And mummy came to find me and pick me up :D She waited for me to knock off for one hour plus la! I love mummy alotalot!
Bitching over lunch again today, politics politics politics. Lucky I know how to siam and cover ass. -.-
EEEEEEEEEEEEE wtf! Was reading someone's blog and omg, I'm not gonna buy any gucci stuff anymore! gawk. flares nostril. Omg, I need to go Italy quick and get a new wallet. Damn it man!! And gosh, plastic surgery? Get a life babe, looks ain't everything, although I also kao lian chi fan one. HAHAHAHA
Mummy went back to AHS to get my O Level Cert hahahaha! Such a baby, don't even dare to collect your lousy results lol. Ok, so now I'm all geared up for the SMU interview on saturday! Actually not really cos I seriously don't know what kind of questions they will ask. And I don't read newspapers, ask me about whats happening in the world today I really don't know hahaha!
And work today was havoc man... 13 people in the queue, red all the way. Work until I was very giddy and gonna drop anytime man. Not to mention some people's mouth stink damn bad. But well, at least its good I now have the messenger thingy on my comp, thanks to J!
I need to exercise my vocals soon. In other words, karaoke plisplisplis.